Wholeness

16142713_1036410126465673_5430979150966189970_nWhat’s in a name?  i often reflected upon this lately.    When i entered in this incarnation, my parents gave me the name of Linda.  An energy signature of shyness, quiet and nondescript energy.  These are attributes i projected thru out the first  49 years of life.  Seen but not heard.  the quiet studious one who was told not to speak of things she saw or heard.  the empathic child that cried at everything.  The abused child told to be quiet and hold fears inside.  As i grew older i became so introverted and projected the loner/ nerdy image o one who never fits in.  But little do they know the adventure of my mind when i saw unseens and traveled different times.  How does a child express that to an adult world–Be quiet-to fit in.  I bring this up as the new/old souls coming in with what we perceive as genetic disorders or even the older ones.  If you could only experience what they see and feel- No longer would we apply these labels as dysfunctional names to the beautiful souls.    They have come back to teach the collective about multidimensional experiences-If we would let them instead of trying to stifle them.

As i grew in age- i continued the pattern of loner and quiet, many times ran into abusive situations.  I fell into repeated patterns of submissive victimhood, not realizing emotionally i had a choice- i could change.  But these were growth lessons and soul contracts of karma being full filled..  As i look back I know understand this journey and share parts, so you will look at your own and reflect objectively on what you learned from it.  As this planet is a school for growth we participate in.  Jumping forward- brings me to the realization, the brain tumor at the base of the skull was an imbalance of energy being stifled by the throat chakra being closed.  But what is disease energy imbalance emotionally in chakras or other related systems.

This brings me to the NDE event and the integration of an oversoul aspect began, reflected in the name Allayah.  That journey was so different than Linda energy.  I stepped into the public.

  Twenty-one years later and i  begun to be comfortable with all my many experiences.  I often think in the old academic world, i would be seen as dysfunctional and given labels, but in essence I AM whole.  I embrace all the experiences i have become and i am comfortable with the lessons i learned to get to this point as it unfolds in time.  Thus i share this journey as it unfolds so others can find themselves also and reflect on theirs.  It’s not about ME but all of us.  So what’s in name energy?  Just a descriptive label/feeling you project to identify yourself at the time.   You are the artist adding layers of color to your Light.  Recognize in yourself and in others  We are all One heart lights….. allaya

 

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