Are you barely holding it together cycle
Month: May 2020
Power of our Thoughts
Your thoughts and spoken words are your personal tools of creation. Be observant of what you say and think as it does manifest. They are our magical wands we create our surroundings with. Take time to ponder on this and see how your words draw things to you. This is one of the lessons our Souls are working thru and a very hard one, i find as it takes continual observance to detect what energy and emotions are yours and what your picking up from the collective energy.
Often one needs to unplug from the internet to center and find your own energy and not get lost in the so called herd or media influenced energy. Life is an unfolding journey of being responsible for what you project into the world. Open your heart, be kind and understanding thru these troubled times. All are doing the best they know how at this level in life.
All transformations are divinely guided by your soul.
Quan YIN-Compasionate Mother
Sharing some ancient relics on this Wesak and an article from Quantum Awakening newsletter- 2017, describing her energy.
I am the Light of Quan Yin
I am the light of Quan Yin. I come on this day to escort you into compassion and blessings for you are truly a blessing to me. You stretch and dedicate yourself to walk upon the path of enlightenment, which is so often strewn with earthly hazards and physical pains. You are such blessings to me because you try so hard to fly above the earthly suffering into a place you can see with the eyes of your soul and provide healing from that point. You are blessings to me because you continue to pray against all odds.
You are my blessings and I come to help you remember the sacred contract that you have made with your body, with your mind, and your spirit. For the trinity of you is so very Holy. You house the very universe in your physical body. This WESAK gives to you doorways of entrance into the Void.
In the time of WESAK when the Buddha and the Christ came together they will not separate their dispensations and gifts but will become as One merging transfiguring and transmigrating, and blending ith the feminine face of God. As you merge with them vibrationally, you will become like water that has been in a jar too long and seeks the ocean. becoming fluid in your future as you allow yourself to be poured into structures stretching yourself beyond any previous limitations.
This is a time for all of humanity to dispense with limitations and contractions, to dispense with the fear, and anger. Both the Buddha and the Christ come and ask you to dispense with all that is toxic and negative, release it. . These wesak dispensations come to you as cleansing bubbles. Dispense with what keeps you less than. Dispense with what keeps you from loving one another. Dispense with what keeps another from loving you. Stop using the excuses of your past to keep yourself immobilized in the present. The vibration of what is ‘mother of light’ shines from below the emotional surface of tears. I am Quan Yin and you are my blessing.
Quan Yin, a beautiful expression of the Divine Mother, a Great goddess and Mother of Compassion and Mercy. She is loved and revered throughout the world. Mercy means there is more assistance given through love than through merit earned. Kwan Yin is associated with the earth, fertility, birth, and healing. She has brought forth the energies of Magnified Healing. Quan Yin the Goddess of Compassion is often depicted riding on a dragon. She is the eastern counterpart of Mother Mary, she works to balance the feminine energies. She is one of the Lords of Karma representing the sixth ray. Isis carried the same ‘mother energy’ in Egypt.
Quan Yin Is Regarded as the goddess of mercy. One of the several stories surrounding Quan Yin is that she was a Buddhist who through great love and sacrifice during real earth life, earned the right to enter Nirvana after death. While standing before the gates of Paradise she heard a cry of suffering from the earth below. Turning back to earth, she renounced her reward of eternal bliss and found immortality in the hearts of earth.
Quan Yin is a shortened form of a name that means One Who Sees and Hears the Cry from the Human World. Her Chinese title signifies, “She who always observes or pays attention to sounds. she who hears prayers. Worshipped especially by women, this goddess comforts the troubled, the sick, the lost, the senile, and the unfortunate. She is also regarded as protector of seafarers, farmers and travelers. Quan Yin is depicted as a barefoot, gracious woman dressed in beautiful, white flowing robes, with a white hood gracefully draped over the top of the head and carrying a small upturned vase of holy dew. She stands tall and slender, a figure of infinite grace, her gently composed features conveying selflessness and compassion.
Wesak
Wesak 2017 from quantum awakening newsletter-may 2017
Wesak is the celebration of Buddha’s birth & enlightenment & death. According to ancient beliefs, the Buddha was born, attained enlightenment, and left the Earthly plane under the Full Moon of Taurus. The Buddha returns in the month of Taurus’s full moon each year to bring a new radiance to the world. Spiritual leaders gather in the Wesak Valley, a mythic place high in the Himalayas where the Buddha appears and blesses humanity with his yearly dispensations.
The full Moon in Wesak is also the time in which the Christ gathers the entire Spiritual Hierarchy together in a deliberate effort to invoke the Healing forces of Shamballa. The ceremony of Wesak is held in the Wesak Valley, A vast crowd assembles in the valley in front of the great rock table at the end of the valley.
The Buddha is the expression of the Wisdom of God, the embodiment of light and the indicator of divine purpose. The Christ represents Gods unending Love and promise for humanity. The Full Moon is like a pitcher pouring out a divine healing elixir. The celestial dispensation continues for three days during the Full Moon of May 12, 2017. This year many will celebrate wesak on mothers day weekend, which is completely aligned with the feminine face of God that comes forth to heal Mother Earth and her children.
Even the Pope himself said the next Pope may be a women, now that’s a miracle. This Wesak will be different as many will soon feel and find out. It is a big healing event that will be hosted by all the divine holy female presences thru time. The Christ and Buddha will step back to allow the divine feminine to issue a unanimous decree of healing to earth. All that is female and holy that has loved the earth steps forward this Wesak; from Mary, to Quan Yin, Magdalene, white buffalo calf women, all archangel consorts, on and on, every holy women that walked the earth adds her tad of healing and love to the crystal bowl of wesak. Flowing from their every cell is a decree of divine proportion.
Enough time has been wasted licking wounds from the past; awaken as the clock ticks not in your favor. Many on earth are on self-destruct which emulates the Mothers thinking as she remembers the pattern and the definition of crazy. This energy of late is like a one-winged angel flapping about trying to get your very diverted human attention. Everything distracts us as we disseminate lies and truth one sentence at a time. The need to be more than ones self is seen in a 3-D drama played out by many on a Shakespearean earthly stage. Life seems to be molding us into something new but the humanness is kicking and screaming about how it feels and fits. Something deep within the human race raises it head in the summer months. Like an ancient primordial memory or gland that comes to life almost like a new directive from DNA.
A Mother’s Love
Since the time of creation, when your soul lights entered Gaia–I have been by your side unseen
As you remove the veils of illusion you have placed over your eyes and hearts- you now remember me
I am the Mother-You my children-we never parted-We are one soul light.
I hold you all to my heart–the Source of All-
AS you feel the love and light in your heart of hearts-remember me–as I have come back to Gaia in the hearts of both man and woman–and ALL life forms
Allow the Motherlove fill your being and may you be this Love in your words and actions.
A Mothers love will heal the hearts of mankind and all life on Gaia
when you step into 2020 energy- you shed the dark burdens of the past and emerge into the love light.
Unlock and release the veils that cloud your eyes and heart
see the truth-feel the truth from your heart
You, my children are the ones Gaia has waited for to awaken. You will change the world’s energy by just being the shining heart lights you are
I enfold you in my Being
One heart
The Mother of the World Collective
thru the voice of allayah/linda
comfort transmission
Today i share an energy transmission from a few years back. The title Divine mother of the world encompasses all facets of the Divine Mother aspect. She reaches out o comfort and soothe as we go thru these turbulent times. She reminds us to seek her when overburdened and to rejoice in her blessings as she hold all souls in her hearts embrace.
We are one heart message:
Mother of All, where are you ?, We cry.
Mother: Children of my heart i hear you.
Children oh my heart i see and feel you.
I stand before you with open arms to embrace but you do not see or feel me.. You have closed your hearts thru your perceived fears and self-imposed pain. you are blind to my vision i show you.
Children of my heart , i am here beside you we are one heart. Your heart beats within you sparked by my flame within. I am always part of you but you forgot how to feel and see me thru the darkness you surround your self with. Go within. feel your heart beat.. I am there. Open your eyes and see the beauty of all around you. Now you are seeing thru my eyes. Touch and reach out to others in need. Now you are touching them thru the mother’s energy. Can you not see, feel, and hear how you and I are one in heart and spirit.
This is a time of miracles flowing over all over the earth and you need to see that with your own two eyes. Time for your perceptions to change and to see growth thru the chaos. No amount of cajoling is going to get you to the place of believing without a miracle or two displaying their wings for you. Expect your family to be healed and forgiven of all past injustices. Expect your life to run smoothly and bountiful. Expect help from every human around you if you so needed it. EXPECT the good to come looking for you; expect to be the favorite child of a loving Universe. Use this gift wisely promoting your own dreams in thought and action. Believe in yourself as you believe in others and watch the Magic dance thru your life. Let the wishes of your life be granted and stop holding them at bay. Create to your full potential and then stretch that ability a little more every day. You were born to do great things remember that every day and act accordingly.
Remember that we are ALL one world and one heart beats thru us. When one hurts, we all hurt. In this spirit, i store with that express the energetic feel of We are one heart.
Allaya
The Remebering
It is a special time in the collective humanity evolution. Our sight is being cleared and we are as a whole returning to our connection to the planet. We are becoming childlike as we transition to the new dimension. Our eyes are cleared of the imposing restrictions placed upon our forms with the restricting stories we given to accept. All is energy in many life forms and we discover that human lifeforms are just part of a collection of many energetic life consciousnesses which inhabit this planet with us and we are part of a larger energetic design. we are not alone. As children, newly incarnated souls we see and feel and hear all energetic life . they become our friends and cocreators until the point we are told to grow up and our friends are both imaginary and fantasy told in tales to entertain little children. We lose our connection and vision of the teeming life around us and we become alone once again, isolated from what exists around us. As children, we delight in the so-called fantasy of otherworldly beings, who in our hearts we know as real but to fit in the world we experience we are told to deny why we know to be true. at many different times in our earth experiences, we are once again becoming aware of the otherworldly energies and each time we acknowledge them more as existent. Now we, are at a junction where we are becoming aware and what we were told is fantasy is real. Our guardians, the devas, the fairies, the dragons the unicorns, the angels,etc all have traveled with us in our co-experience as they ask us now to step forth acknowledge them and co-create with them in the new dawn coming. Are you ready to acknowledge them and communicate and respect their existence?
Follow your heart in light and love
Wholeness
What’s in a name? i often reflected upon this lately. When i entered in this incarnation, my parents gave me the name of Linda. An energy signature of shyness, quiet and nondescript energy. These are attributes i projected thru out the first 49 years of life. Seen but not heard. the quiet studious one who was told not to speak of things she saw or heard. the empathic child that cried at everything. The abused child told to be quiet and hold fears inside. As i grew older i became so introverted and projected the loner/ nerdy image o one who never fits in. But little do they know the adventure of my mind when i saw unseens and traveled different times. How does a child express that to an adult world–Be quiet-to fit in. I bring this up as the new/old souls coming in with what we perceive as genetic disorders or even the older ones. If you could only experience what they see and feel- No longer would we apply these labels as dysfunctional names to the beautiful souls. They have come back to teach the collective about multidimensional experiences-If we would let them instead of trying to stifle them.
As i grew in age- i continued the pattern of loner and quiet, many times ran into abusive situations. I fell into repeated patterns of submissive victimhood, not realizing emotionally i had a choice- i could change. But these were growth lessons and soul contracts of karma being full filled.. As i look back I know understand this journey and share parts, so you will look at your own and reflect objectively on what you learned from it. As this planet is a school for growth we participate in. Jumping forward- brings me to the realization, the brain tumor at the base of the skull was an imbalance of energy being stifled by the throat chakra being closed. But what is disease energy imbalance emotionally in chakras or other related systems.
This brings me to the NDE event and the integration of an oversoul aspect began, reflected in the name Allayah. That journey was so different than Linda energy. I stepped into the public.
Twenty-one years later and i begun to be comfortable with all my many experiences. I often think in the old academic world, i would be seen as dysfunctional and given labels, but in essence I AM whole. I embrace all the experiences i have become and i am comfortable with the lessons i learned to get to this point as it unfolds in time. Thus i share this journey as it unfolds so others can find themselves also and reflect on theirs. It’s not about ME but all of us. So what’s in name energy? Just a descriptive label/feeling you project to identify yourself at the time. You are the artist adding layers of color to your Light. Recognize in yourself and in others We are all One heart lights….. allaya
spiritual transformative event
After my spiritual transformation event/NDE at age 50, i started my second journey event. I walked into the world of ancient history and shamanic practices
I healed and remembered, i walked into the memories of both my akasha and the mother earth akasha thru the crystal consciousness referred to as the timeless ancient skulls. I reclaimed pieces of my own ancient history, The energy of these artifacts, guidance gave me was that they were here to help with the ascension.
In the past twenty years, i have been given many opportunites to step forward to share my knowledge and soul path. In this shamanic path and healing, I AM known as Allayah-one who shines the light on the path of others for their empowerment and growth. Very difficult times of growth experiences but i realize by my personal experiences, i am able to better help others with theirs thru compassion and understanding.
Crystal Skulls Oracle, Light Speaker, Performer, Author, and Conference Presenter Linda Frisch, a.k.a. Grandmother Allayah, is a clairvoyant and star-seed facilitator who works with and care-takes many ancient energy relics reclaimed for the ascension process. Drawing upon her expertise with jade, quartz crystal, and bronze artifacts, Allayah’s spiritual work incorporates these ancient energy relics, including the use of several powerful wisdom-infused crystal skulls. After disguising her innate psychic abilities for many years in order to “fit in”, a near-death experience propelled Allayah to awakening her full powers. Seeing in multi-dimensions and using her talents as a clairvoyant, Allayah helps listeners to explore soul journeys and past life regressions, while facilitating self-growth and healing. As a retired nurse and intuitive, Allayah follows integrated medicine, combining with allopathic medicine, and supported by natural pure grade essential-oil healing (, herbs, and mineral supplements. Her over-riding healing philosophy is: “In order to heal, one must be aware of the core/spiritual issue creating the disharmony imbalance of the physical and emotional states.” Allayah possesses further healing expertise, with training (often to the “Master and/or Teacher Level”) in various types of Reiki (Usui Traditional, Karuna, Scheim, Ma’heo’o, Ascension, Soul Star, Tara, Dragon), as well as in Jinlap Maitri Tibetan Healing, Shamballa Multidimensional Healing, Starfire Healing modality (animal healing)
My path of hearts service is to all life on Gaia…. allaya
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Journey part 1
When i was guided to create this page it intention for support. As i decided to offer sessions, i realized it might be helpful to share my journey of experiences and the why i can empathize with you by my growth experiences. We each have our soul journey and we gather together as a community to help one another.
My basic experiences
I am a retired hospice nurse
Energy healer-reiki master and knowledgeable in plant based healing like essential oils
I am a clairvoyant-incarnated awake, I have worked in past with families in grief counseling because of medium abilities
I have aided in helping with murder cases with families and authorities
supportive live talks videos on FB humanityhealing 2015 -2017
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https://www.spreaker.com/show/circle-of-hearts radio show on OM times media
Circle of Hearts
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this is just a brief list in a long journey
Many who have encountered my journey know parts as i have been reluctant to share as i always felt, my soul purpose was to support others. During a hiatus after my work with FB healing humanity Live talks–see from 2017, i needed to face my life and see where i was headed, if at all anywhere.
I went back as far as my birth and early child hood stories told and memories that showed me i always was connected to the mothers energies, even as a young child. when i was born, i was extremely ill and my parents were told i would not make it. they took me out of the hospital–this was back in 1949- and taken to the greek byzantine church they went too. so i would be baptized and could enter heaven if i passed. so clothed in a long family handed down baptismal gown, the priest decided to offer me up to healing. he held me as he walked around the alter praying for healing intervention and then was placed at the feet of the mother as he prayed again. My parents took me back to the hospital, and truly miraculous, the drs found my health issue and i thrived. I was brought back home and grew into a child who could see multidimensionally and was drawn to broken animals and plants and insects, as i felt i could heal them. My parents did not appreciate my efforts and somehow all my so-called patients disappeared lol.. i was what we would call now one of the first crystal beings /children incarnated during a time–my family did not appreciate my weirdness as i would see and talk to energies beings they could not see. i was so empathic i was constantly in tears and i saw people who crossed the veil naturally. something my family did not handle well along with my clear sight. i was told to be quiet as i was definetly not fitting in and was told i would be taken away if i did not. I experienced alot of physical and sexual abuse at different points of my life- so this allows me to understand what others go thru emotionally. I shut down many times and went thru cycles of shutting down to reopening. as a young child i was shown by my unseen beings i called them, many past lives in many cultures. some i was to young in earth terms to truly understand. i was deeply religious and i remembered lives as nuns, missionaries and leper communities. i have emotional recalled memories involved with the healing waters and energies of Lourdes and Fatima. every time when deeply distressed i would see and feel visions of the mother who would comfort me. In church, i would see energy around the divine mother statues and saw her tears manifest in an amazing time. each time i was in despair in this life she appeared. I never told anyone because i feared being shunned again. After my last health experience- a massive brain tumor- which again i was not expected to live- she appeared again and i was told i would be ok. i went thru what is known as a NDE experience where i was told not time and came back. This time more full connected to her energy. MY form was terribly battered, nerves damage destroyed much on my left side. to see me 20 years ago, you would not recognize me–i have healed considerably-i had to relearn everything like a newborn only at age 50. i recalled info on working with plant-based medicines and the journey began in ernest.. i still am visually impaired on the left side and deaf and at times it is very difficult to even speak. But all this has shown me a great deal about healing from the so-called impossible. So many things to share to help you understand your own journeys. i do not share this to make me appear special. i am not comfortable in the public, but i do share for you to recognize the mother’s energies that surround and protect you that you do not feel when feeling lost or alone. this is my hearts service. why at age 71, well i felt time not to leave but to acknowledge the return to mothers heart- so other if so-called may feel her support as she is there for all. this is not a religious page of sorts.. the divine mother is part of many religions under many times and names.. that is why I call her divine mother of the world and the rose a physical symbol of her hearts energy. No special groups, etc. she belongs to all, including mother earth. So this is our focus. her help in everyday challenges. what you may see in me is just a mirror of your own journey. We all have faced trials, losses challenges, but makes her presence felt if you just open your hearts to her, in her many forms. I wanted to get this out of the way as again, it is not about my journey but how we can help one another much love
Journey of Souls 